I had the pleasure of booking a boudoir shoot with Crystal Larsen. I was SO apprehensive about taking this step. I saw all of those beautiful women that she photographs and thought, “Wow, I wish that was me”. I never felt pretty enough or skinny enough to do boudoir. I didn’t think that I was “that woman”. I wanted to be her, the sexy women in the photographs with all the confidence in the world. Seeing those women of different races, ages, shapes, and sizes all looking absolutely incredible inspired me. After talking myself up, I finally took the plunge and booked a session. I didn’t do it for a man, or a relationship. I did it for me, my confidence, and my self healing.
At first I was extremely nervous. I remember waking up that morning and thinking wow am I really doing this? I was damn near shaking when I pulled up to the studio and all those thoughts of self doubt came flooding in. It wasn’t until that studio door opened that I felt at ease. When Crystal, Kendra, and Kim greeted me I knew right then and there I was in the best hands.
I don’t know if they sensed that I was nervous but they immediately made me feel at home and so comfortable. They showered me with the most amazing compliments and highlighted my assets. I never felt as comfortable in my body as I did in that moment. They picked out the sexiest outfits that complimented everything that I loved about my body. Crystal really paid attention to the questionnaire that I filled out and highlighted all of those parts of me. It was incredible. The poses were sexy, the lingerie was gorgeous, and I truly felt like a total badass goddess.
When I left the studio all I could think was, wow girl you actually did it and you killed it. I left there strutting my stuff like I was on a damn runway. I felt that good afterwards. It was such a high. When I saw the photo reveal, I could not believe it was me. All I could think was damn I’m sexy as hell. Something I never thought about myself before.
Since that shoot I have refused to let my confidence die down. I have been on cloud 9. When I see my pictures I feel so sexy all over again. I actually bought and often wear lingerie now which I never did before. I started dating again which is a huge deal for me. I also dress to accentuate my body now instead of dressing to hide it. I would have never found that confidence and joy if it had not been for Crystal and her team. If you are reading this and are on the fence about taking the plunge JUST DO IT! I promise you won’t regret it. It’s an investment in yourself and one of the most rewarding feelings ever to be that damn hot! I will be back for more.
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